Manhid!

I remember being in a relationship a long time ago and his main problem about me is that I don't get jealous enough. IKR? Why would somebody have a problem with that?

Well he also said that I'm not sweet enough. I also don't agree with him and also, I don't listen to him that much. That's not all but those are his main problems.


Is it really required for the girl to be sweet towards his man? Does it necessarily follow that when a guy gets a girl, that the girl would be nurturing and caring to him? For heaven's sake, he has his mother for that.


My ex usually gets angry at me when I make fun of him. I remember making fun of his basketball skills. He was a member of the varsity team which I don't really get. I think it's because he's "gwapo" that's why he got through try-outs. He also got mad the time he got a haircut and I said, "ang pangit mo!" Now that I think about it, it's sort of mean.

I was never a sweet child growing up. My parents can attest to that. I do remember giving them cards every occasion which makes me thoughtful but not really sweet. That's me. I show my love in different ways.


Well, this is me. I may be insensitive most of the time but it doesn't mean that I don't really care because I do. I care a lot. I cared a lot about him. I just didn't show it the way that he would see it.


It's always interesting how men look for stuff in women and then realizing it at the last moment they don't like it. I know countless of men who would give the world to find a girl who isn't jealous, doesn't nag and all those stuff they complain about and when they finally do get that kind of girl, they find out that she's bordering into insensitivity and they don't want her anymore. Even if they look insensitive, it doesn't mean they are. They just have ways to show it. They will still get hurt when you leave them.
Oh well, that's life. There will always come a time in one's life where you think you want something and when you finally have it, you realize you never really wanted it in the first place. Complicated? Yeah. I'm dealing with exactly this at the moment. Whew!